Dear God,
I just finished watching a phenomenal movie, Blue Like Jazz. As I was watching it, the movie made me realize that I am no different than the people in the movie. During my college career and early in to my professional life I was ashamed of you and really wanted to fit into the crowd. I was being selfish and unfair to a lot of people and you, oh Lord. I'm sorry I wasn't living out your word and living the way that you have intended for all of us to live. We move in this fast world and we forget the meaning of life and become these selfish beings looking out for number 1, us. I know that I am not perfect and I make mistakes, but I also know that by believing in you and having your forgiveness I will be able to live a peaceful life and have a clear conscience to spread your word. You put Kerstin into my life to really show me the way and I ignored that, I am sorry I did that. I hurt her and I hurt You. I would like to make that up to her and apologize for my actions and ask for her forgiveness. I know its hard for her to trust and forgive, but I would like to have the opportunity to help her and maybe she can still help me without any ignorance from me. I love her so much not only because she is the most beautiful human being inside and out, but I can see you in her. Please give me the strength for affirming our relationship and choosing love over myself.
Love,
Michael
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